Hi dazza – I have been reading this thread and your posts and firstly I’d like to say how amazing you are for all your hard work in getting / keeping yourself clean!! As well as supporting people on this forum.
My partner has been battling a cocaine addiction for 10 years now and what a rollercoaster these years have been. He has been in two comas, gambled loads of money and cheated!
We have 3 children together which makes everything so more difficult. He has went through phases of going to NA, following 12 steps even tried meditation and yoga, but it never lasts. The addiction comes back with vengeance.
I have a QA to ask you based on a comment you made in one of yours posts about sex drive. I hope you don’t find this intrusive and you don’t need to answer but does coke affect your sexual desire when not using? Does it have an effect on your feelings?