Reply To: Has anyone’s beloved actually quit the cocaine? Or it is just not possible?

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himbeere
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Hi! I’m ok thanks. He has been in bed since he came back really. For me, something a little dramatic happened. I was so broken yesterday as he was in the mood but I didn’t want to tolerate his mood at all even I knew it could be after effect of coke. So I felt so so terrible and cried and cried. But weirdly last evening I suddenly felt good and realise why I rely myself’s happiness on others? I should be happy because I make myself happy not others. They shouldn’t affect me. I need to do anything to make myself happy and focus on myself and my daughter rather than anything else. If we meant to be together happily then we will. If not then that’s fate. I need to be positive of my life! I think we all should feel this way.

So yeah now my aim is to do anything to make myself happy. How about you? Did you have a good day? And how’s your husband?

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