Hope you have had a more positive week!
Completely agree with knowing the answers to my questions, so why do I keep being weak by allowing him back in the house!
He has been clean a week tomorrow and has attended 2 NA meetings in this time. However, that has not put my mind at ease. The constant thinking, worrying and waiting for something to happen is so tyring.
The lack of feeling and emotions that he has displayed is just eating away at me this week. He goes on as normal although nothing is a matter whilst all the time showing no remorse for his actions.
I try to tell myself this is because he is not the same person through the drug missuse, but that still doesn’t make it any easier. It is such a hard slug especially when young children are involved.
Here is to eventually gaining the strength and courage I need to get on with my life. Taking the action that I so need.