Can I ask are u still with her? I feel so awful cos this time I know he has no money lost his job & his phones of, I put money in his bank for his phone bill but then saw 30 come out for porn sites, I’ve had to get out cos what ever I do for him & help him get a van so he can go and be a roofer on his is just not enough & being on this site & your comments is making me stronger & I’m starting not to blame myself for nagging him cos I know he’ll be dead soon, he’s on it every day don’t sleep hides from everyone.
I know I have to move on & me doing this might make him realise he’s lost everything, I need the strength cos I know in a few weeks he will be begging for him back & I can’t go back I’m mentally & emotional amused by him