[himbeere]

I totally understand how you feel. Worrying all the time and check everything to see if they lied. It’s a terrible’ routine’.

Guess you had a little bit good news today as your husband resistance! And bit good news for me that my husband just came back home and he said he’s clean and it seems so. Well he went out to his mates to watch boxing which is very ‘ caring’ behaviour to me after everything happened recently! At least he’s home and he’s clean. Hope I will have a better day tomorrow. And you too! xx