It’s hard to accept that this is an addiction that they have no control over unless they seek medical help and they have to want the help. We are fortunate that we are retired but we do have responsibilities. I do feel for you having to be the one holding a job and bringing in the money when l am sure you have days when you would just like to take time for yourself. When my husband is sober he is very able, however, l have to gently hint what needs doing or he will make nasty comments and that is the withdrawal mood swing. I hate being on the receiving end. I am a very strong independent person so it goes against the grain but l know l mustn’t push his buttons. Today l am going to take my dog for a walk, then disappear to my little flea market booths. It’s not what l want but it’s about survival. I shall be glad when this Covid gets sorted so that l can travel again, visit friends and do for myself. Please take time for yourself too, even if it’s a walk in the park.
