thats good to hear.
hopefully it does finish the course then.
pretty miserable here,
we haven’t spoke at all for over 3 weeks,
the more time that passes the more hurt I feel,
I can think of nothing but everything that’s happened and she acts like she doesn’t care.
some days I am ok or just angry, and then other days I just feel so sad about it all and start randomly crying.
I think it’s cus its not just drugs, but as a result of the damage I have now lost everything that was my life, the family, the home the cats, my sense of responsibility, It was my purpose, so now I just feel empty and completely cheated by them, and all I want is for them to fix things and make it all ok but I know they are all too messed up to even see themselves at fault so I will just endlessly feel like shit wanting answers that they wont/cant give.