[jess1]

I hate to admit, but reading your response made me cry.

Cry as I feel as though I have been extremly vunerable with him. My ex husband asbused me, and raped me during his final “mental episode”. I trusted this man after the hearbreak I have endured. I just found 2 liquor bottles in the bottom of the bathroom cabinet in his trimming bag.

He went from hiding it in a bed by the bed, to behind the toilet, and now this.

I can’t use the bathroom without looking behind the toilet. I feel stuck, and not loved anymore. My issue is I always stay for way to long, and endure the worst.