Hi Becky,
Thanks for sharing your story. I’m sorry that you are having such a hard time dealing with your partner’s alcoholism. I hope that seeing a counsellor will help him but it’s tough for you. If you would like some help for yourself please contact us at Icarus Trust. We are a charity that supports people going through what you are as we know how difficult it is living with addiction in the family. If you contact us one of our Family Friends will be in touch with you. They are trained and experienced and will be able to offer you a range of help.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best to you.