Hi Maxheadroom
Thanks for sharing your story. I’m sorry to read how hard your son’s addiction has been for you and what a tough time you are having with the decisions you are having to make. I’m glad that you have found this forum so that you can see you’re not alone.
I work for a charity called Icarus Trust. We offer support to people living with addiction in their family as we know how difficult this is. We have trained and experienced Family Friends who you could talk with if you get in touch. They will support you and let you know what other help is available for yourself and your son.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope this helps. good luck.