Thank you so much for the reply. I am so sorry you are also going through this. 9 years is such a long time I think you are so amazing for doing that. It’s so upsetting. Why do we give them
so many chances? I always see the best in everyone but I’m slowly believing that maybe I’m wrong. How are you? That must of been hard for you for him to have gotten clean for 3 years? I feel that makes it even harder to move on because you know they can do it but choose not to.
Yes, It is honestly so hard with kids. I just want to block him out of my life to move on but I can’t because of our son so I told him to only text or call if it’s about him but of course today I’m getting so many messages about how he loves me and can’t do life without me and let’s figure this out since we are a family messages which is so hard when before he was trying to blame me and it just breaks me because my family is my everything. If he would put in half the effort he does to cover up a lie I’d be back in a heartbeat but I don’t think he’s ready to be better and that’s hard for me. I am also here if you ever need anything! I glad you are feeling strong this time and I hope for the best for you!