[thisdevotedheart]

I am okay. She was off them for about three days after my first post. The person she gets them from “found” a few more to sell after she was off them for a few days. She only gave her a few. I think she ran out again either yesterday or today. She was being lovely yesterday. Today I woke up to her screaming about me. She sounded like she hates me. I assume she ran out because she only treats me this way without it. She said she wants to run away or die which is usual for days like this.