Thanks for your reply. What is CA anonymous? I’ve seen it mentioned a few times…. not sure if you’re US or UK based? I constantly change (have changed) my mind on meetings. That type of thing is not me at all, but then again…. since being so raw honest with myself, this life is even more not me & I want to change that more than anything so I’m more open minded to anything that’ll help this iron grip feeling that addiction has over you!x
