Hi there
Thanks so much for your reply, I appreciate it. Well, he hasn’t left as he refused (even though it’s my house) and Has been joining Zoom CA every night since last week and gone to one face to face meeting. It’s still complete emotional turmoil and I’m doing my best to try and be rational and separate my thoughts to avoid ruminating. Some days I’ve felt strong and decisive and others just so low I can’t see outside the black cloud. I guess I just have to take it one day at a time. Like he does. The most frustrating part for me is his reluctance to be in any way apologetic for his behaviour apart from the odd moment when he has clarity so there’s still a huge gap of resentment between us as his thoughts are quite twisted about where the problem lies.
I hope you are ok and have a lovely day x