Hi I totally get that it’s so hard for other people to understand why we stick by them for me I did it for the kids & so he had something to strive toward by coming back home to be with us if he stayed clean. I’m sorry you didn’t have a good day some days it just hits you & it’s very overwhelming the situation isn’t it. I’m okay things haven’t been good had my baby 3 weeks ago he’s been brilliant since her birth really supportive but he’s ignored me since Sunday said he was coming up yesterday on Sunday before he ignored me then no show yesterday and ignoring my messages left me on unread have checked he’s van and unfortunately there was a beer in there so if he’s drunk he’s certainly used cocaine feel so let down but at the same time I now know why he’s ignored me he’s ashamed most likely as he was doing so well nearly a month clean. I think I’m going to cut all contact with him and me & the kids and concentrate on us until he gets he’s actually together as mentally can’t take any more an need to be strong for my kids as im now a single parent. Can always chat on here if you like it certainly helps knowing you’re not alone xx
