Hi, you replied to me on another post but I thought I’d reply on here instead as it gets a bit confusing otherwise.
It’s so difficult isn’t it, have you heard from him yet? I go through the exact same emotions, when he is doing well I just want him to come home and for us to be a family but when he uses I don’t want him around me or the kids. I think you’re right all we can do is keep going for the children.
My partner is/was clean since last Friday but I’m pretty sure he done something last night. He usually turns off his Internet at night, but when he’s using he turns it off to look like he has gone to bed and then turns it back on when he knows I’ll be asleep. My son woke up so I checked whatsapp and my messages are all now delivered. Its draining isn’t it.
Congratulations on your little one!