I got the money back David, he repaid to me. I did have to ask, but he didn’t try and make up some excuse as to why I couldn’t have it back.
obviously, I decided blocking him was a very sharp and pointless thing to do, I was so angry at the time, I woke up with a much clearer head. I did see him this weekend, but felt apparent to me that my feelings have changed. Although still confusing, I know this is a good thing.
I’ll hold today’s full moon responsible for my crying on and off ALL day, mostly about things I don’t need to cry about, partly relief I guess too.
River walking is so calming, driving 8hr round-trip is hard going, let alone a climb up a mountain, man’s got determination, I’ll give you that! and glad to hear you’re feeling more positive. If you think about it, depending on the direction of your life from here, you’ll never have to worry about an addict partner again. How liberating.
I only did about 11 miles, cutty sark, Thames barrier area, my mate and I didn’t make it as far as the barrier itself, hale stones and sore feet got the better of us.