11 miles is still a pretty good long walk, no wonder you had sore feet.
glad you got the money back.
I’m not sure what my future will hold, but I think being a partner of an addict you eventually hit a point where things cannot continue as they are, I think I stood by a lot for a long time before hitting that point, and compared to her previous relationships the 7 years with me was more than double anything she had ever had before, so I guess I could put up with twice as much ha.
But still, I’d like nothing more than for her to fix all this, but don’t really know if she ever will, but I don’t believe I can fix it as that would just be repeating the past of ignoring problems rather than dealing with them, so until she is ready to talk and deal with things I don’t see any point in me making contact.
yes so I hear its a full moon, or a pink moon tonight/tomorrow, I don’t normally take much notice of stuff like that but might be nice to go out for a late night stroll.
as for climbing the mountain and the long drive, I have driven a lot of long distance doing deliveries for work so driving doesn’t bother me too much, especially if it’s on a motorway without traffic, whereas driving in south London can and will drive me insane ha.