Hi Lizzie,
Thanks for posting your story. so sorry that you are having to deal with the impact of your brother’s cocaine use, and I’m sorry you feel so sad but I’m sure you’re doing the right thing by him. I’m glad that you have found this forum and if you would like to talk with other people who would understand how you feel you might like to contact us at Icarus Trust. We are a charity that offers help to people dealing with addiction in their family as we know how difficult this can be. We have specially trained and experienced people called Family Friends who you could talk with if you get in touch.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best to you.