Hey Kaleidoscopic – Yeah the money thing was one if not thee reason for doing this, I could see me taking more and more as the weeks went on and like you thinking why I have I no money at the middle of the month, Id then look back and see the weekly amounts which were insance.
I got paid today so its even more incentive now to carry on as I’ve done a budget for myself and going to try be more sensible with money, or should I say “I am” going to be more sensible with money.
Will take a while to claw back but this isnt a race and Im pointing in the right direction which I think is helping mentally as I feel generally happy with myself and pleased with myself that I’m doing this and sticking to it.
I’m planning on dropping to 60mg on Sunday, feel a little weary overy it but to be honest I am feeling better today, yesterday I stetched from a dose at 8am right up to 5pm, normally I would do 8am – 2pm – 8pm, yesterday was 8am – 5pm – 10pm.
I’ve read that its best to leave the evening / night cut down till last, that way you can still sleep and your body recovers quicker and deal with the withdrawals in a better way.
Stay strong and dont worry to much about the leg thing, I have that anyway lol as does the wife, I dont even notice it half the time 🙂 Gym is going to be a good thing for you especially for endorphins and happiness, guarantee you will come out feeling good backed by what you’re doing to get off this crap 🙂