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My ex already knows I told her myself before anyone else did. I just don’t want to make her stressed now she’s pregnant even though I don’t love or want to be with her. I’ve just completely messed my life with because I was to busy getting high and out drugs first before my old relationship when she did everything she could to help me and I didn’t see it. But I don’t think she would ever forgive me for having another child to someone else. I hate my life without her she was all I’ve never known. We didn’t have kids of our own because she had fertility problems and I couldn’t help save money for ivf and she suffered massively with my drug taking and now I’m depressed without her.