Firstly thank you for your reply. Everything you have said is so true. They are textbook material when it comes to behaviour.
I’m having a difficult time at the moment, and finding it hard to cope mentally. I’ve been here before and pushed through, except this time I feel its the end of the book rather than the chapter.
The same scenario, same traits and usual behaviour as previous times except this time he hasn’t even tried to contact. I don’t know if this is what’s making me feel worse. Obviously, the addict in him has never cared, but there was still a little part of the person i fell in love with in there somewhere who previously tried to reach out after a blow out.
This time he’s driving around with his friend as though everything is fine not one bit bothered about his kids. I’m working from home, taking the kids to and from school, looking after a little one, making teas, bathing them, and doing the cleaning etc. Whilst he just sees to himself. It infuriates me!
You get a point where you think he deserves everything he gets in life for the lack for consideration, feeling and emotion he displays to his children and their mother.
I know I’ll keep plodding on. It is much easier when he is out of sight as the saying goes out of mind. The only thing is he does keep popping up in my head, however it could be worse if I seen him in person.
Hope you and kids are doing OK. Take care x