My heart breaks for you. If you decide to stay with him, protect yourself and your children for the worst as it may happen. My story may be one of the best and I have more than 40 years in. Click on my user id and read my earlier posts. I love him – that’s never been the issue. He says that I saved him, who knows – maybe I did. I’d like to think so anyways. I’d also like to think that we can stay together without anymore relapses, but he has chosen the drug over me before. Maybe he will again. You never know. My advice is to get out, if not for yourself – then for your kids. Take care of yourself either way.
