So glad you are feeling better
It hasn’t been easy some days I couldn’t get out of bed
I now realise out whole relationship was built on lies and I thought we were soul mates
I get up now and cherish the freedom and simplicity of life; on an emotional and financial level.
Sometimes in the early days we would have to use the food bank because we were so broke (clearing his debt) and secretly he would be spending ‘secret cash’ on crack. I don’t know how he could look me in the eye.
You read about everyone’s relationships and hope yours will be the different one; the one who’s addict chooses you over crack but from what I am discovering that’s a real long shot