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Thank you I do need strength , I just wish they could see the damage it’s doing , I fear most mornings the night after he has been on it that I will find him dead.

No matter what the implications are he always defends the gear.

I made my self feel finding his dealers no and reg and have raised this on crime stoppers and the local police I hope they catch him he is also destroying lives !!

My BF is totally in the wrong as well ……. well actually ex we had a blazing row and let’s just say again it was me in the wrong .

He used to make me smile and laugh and when he’s not on the gear I wouldn’t want any one else but as sad it is the cocaine is eating him up