I went back. It’s been tough since, we’re bickering a lot, even though I’m trying to be super nice to him. 12 years David. And he’s been on it heavy this past week. I actually don’t feel like I love him at all right now, but I can’t seem to walk away. Part of me feels too invested and I’m not sure what to do with myself without wondering how he is, taking care of one thing or another. I’m at a total crossroads.
Now though, although I’ve come back, he’s properly retracted, says we’re finished, but it could just be another comedown. I can’t tell.
How are things with you? Have you had any contact with your ex? I hope you’re still enjoying your walks.
Sending my best thoughts to all.