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Hi thanks for reply , the rational side of my mind totally knows this , an I’m trying dieting exercising regularly self care but I’ve still got this awful resentment that I feel sooo selfish for having, the support and help he is getting is amazing and it’s so positive an I’m beaming with pride he’s doing it, but it just feels like he’s created this whirlwind of destruction then gone to heal himself an I’m just here like wtf was that and the only person I would speak about this with is him but I can’t put that on him , it’s such a strange string of emotions attached with the whole experience.