Hello again
I totally understand how you feel. It’s just you finally got hope and it just disappeared with a blink of eye.How long is the longest he’s keeping clean? Has he improved at all? If he did then perhaps there is chance still? Although I am fully aware it is not easy but like we all say try to put yourself first. When we feel sad they don’t feel a thing, especially when they are on it. But I know it takes a lot for us to make up mind to decide giving up. Be strong no matter what. We need to look after ourselves and kid!
Thank you. But after his slip I don’t know if this baby is the right time to be honest. We both want it but I just can’t convince myself how this can be one off thing and what if it happen again during my pregnancy or after baby born. Imagine he’s disappeared when I’m in labour.. I can’t imagine..