I am sorry to hear that. I have taken drugs all my adult life, started smoking dope at 16, then speed, E’s, Cocaine, MDMA, M-Cat, Ketamine etc etc. I am now 43.
I had to re invent myself and I have managed to do it so far but I have removed almost all temptations. I can still drink which I am happy about as socially I enjoy having a drink with friends and family but as far as going pubbing/clubbing I won’t be able to do that for a while I don’t think or ever again (suppose being that im 43 I should be stopping that anyway lol)
I never thought I would end up in the situation I got myself in, i really didn’t. I hear people saying all the time that they aren’t addicted when i can see that they are. It’s a real shame.