Hi ,
I’m sorry to read what you and your family are going through because of your husband’s cocaine addiction. It sounds like you could do with some support for yourself so, if you would find it helpful please contact us at Icarus Trust.
We are a charity that offers support to people dealing with addiction in their family like you, as we know how hard this can be. If you get in touch one of our Family friends, trained and very experienced would talk with you and maybe help you to find a way head.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org