Thanks so much for posting today, it’s reminded me that we aren’t all alone in this. I woke up crying and made the decision to leave, then I got the notification about this forum.
I posted in this forum a lot in March and got great help. However he has relapsed a few times since then, it seems he’s in far too deep now to just stop without residential rehab. I met his counsellor with him on Monday, he promised me the world and assured me he would stop. Yesterday (Tuesday) I discovered he was texting ppl to get coke. Its completely taken over him.
I’m in absolute turmoil now whether leaving is the right thing but I have to accept that he is not the man I loved while this ugly drug has a hold on him.
Has your partner admitted that he needs help?