Morning Danman83,
Please stay strong and keep fighting, addiction is so cruel and unkind, don’t be hard on yourself. 4 months clean is bloody amazing and you should be so proud of yourself. Please give it a go again. I wish I could hug you through a screen.
Your words on this forum over the last few months have given me hope and comfort for a very good friend of mine. I wish he could go 4 months clean, that’s 4 months of knowing he is doing well.
Cocaine is so cruel on the mind, not just for the user but friends and family too. It leaves me second questioning my friends intentions. I’m never going to give up on him, even if he tells me to block him and walk away like others have.
It might be best to live a alone for a while, the challenges on every day life can be hard on people’s sobriety, but don’t lose your suport network. Your family and friends love you deeply, as you do them.
Please stay positive and don’t let this beat you! X