Hi Danman83,
Please don’t beat yourself up about relapsing, you have helped so many people on here and we are all supporting you and your journey.
Take time for yourself now, you know what you need to do and you have done it. My Son tells me that it is harder to get yourself going again after a relapse, but be strong and positive.
I hope you can get back on good terms with your girlfriend and family. I understand her anger and probably disappointment but we have to realise that addiction is an illness and needs supporting.
I had wondered where you were and have been thinking of you.
Good luck today with your face to face meeting.
Keep in touch on here, you have helped us and we are here to help you.
Take care.
Dx