Your post has really affected me. I am so so sorry, you are incredibly strong. I thought I was going to lose my 41 year old partner the same way last year, he refused hospital but accepted private rehab my parents paid for that I’m paying back. A few months after coming out he started drinking again, not as much but enough to cause health issues that affect his normal day to day life now. I feel he is so selfish. I’m trying to get him to stop again but he is struggling to even cut down. I wish you and your son a truly happy life, you did everything you could and are an amazing person
