Today I went to see my ex on the psych ward
He was on his knees crying, thanking me for coming saying he loved me we could make a go of it again
I am the love of his life the whole works
A wonderful glimpse of the man i met and I truly loved him with all my heart
Then after 40 minutes he held my hands and said pick me up tonight at 9 my dad can have the kids
My mate from school will sort us a gram and it’s 50 each we’ll get right off it it’s good stuff – just once yeah?
Like a child he looked so excited
They promise again and again to change and there is always an excuse and tears when they don’t and you melt and think you are the only one who can save them
Truth is he doesn’t want to be saved he absolutely loves Coke/crack