I’m so sorry…. It shouldn’t be like this…. And you need to seek help ! And of course tell your parents ! I know it may be hard. I was at the beginning also scared but it’s the best thing I did. Now the support me so much even though they are in different country.
Especially if you have kid. He should be the one that should give you money now so you can have something to live from.
And remember that he has the problem and he needs to be ashamed of it. He is the problem. Your parents will understand that.
It’s important that you will move on because if he is saying he will not stop and seems like he wants you to accept it then your life will never be good again.
Please stay strong…. I think most important now is that he is gone. Just take small steps. First talk with someone that can support you. Like your parents. Then think what to do next to have money for living. Also I guess it’s good to fix some separation paper or something so he will need to pay for your kid. This is just not fair what he did. And you shouldn’t go through it alone !