Hi
So sorry you are going through such a tough time. If you would like some help please contact us at Icarus Trust. We are a charity that offers support to people like you who are dealing with the impact of a partner’s addiction. One of our trained and experienced Family Friends would talk with you if you contact us and maybe that would help you to find a way forward.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best.