Thank you so much for sharing Sunny77 for sharing your story. I’m so sorry you have gone through such a hard time yourself. I have been speaking to both close friends and others and they have all said to not blame myself and not to regret anything, that I was the only person somewhat grounding him and that I can do no more to try save him. This is what I find so heartbreaking as I tried from the bottom of my heart to save him and keep everything afloat but both his addiction and circle of friends are his priority. All I asked for was respect and no more lies and I genuinely felt that we were making progress for all of 2 weeks and next thing the doubt started to unfold again. I’m a very caring individual and it hurts so much to not be able to help because in a heart beat I would do anything to change it all even though I have gone through mental and verbal abuse and just looked on the brightside that tomorrow is a new day even though he’d leave me in our house on my own until early hours, come home at a reasonable hour and insist on staying up or not come home at all. No matter what boundaries I tried to implement he never tried to respect any of them, he just continued to do his own thing.
