Honey , if you read my thread you will see I did the same thing.
They won’t see it, their brain is rewired so that can’t. Cocaine now owns his mind , sadly you are your children won’t even come into his thoughts . You may get the odd text of “ what have I done , I am so sorry “ mostly when high or on a come down but that will be followed by blame shifting anger and sadly abuse .
You did the right thing for you & your children. You won’t trust him again , addicts are always addicts , they can be addicts in recovery and lead good lives again if they get help & stay on the right path but there is no … I use to be an addict .
Sending you love & know the community is here to help . Xx