Exactly taking the blame to keep the peace. I worry for where he’s going to end up. Is there any advice you would give to try help me settle my anxiety and overcome this? I know it’s no longer the weight on my shoulders but at the end of the day I still care so much for him. Would you be able to share any advice on helping building my confidence again as I keep thinking back to the nasty verbal abuse that was thrown at me. And once I’d say stop talking to me like that, his attitude towards me was that I almost deserved to be spoke to that way. Im currently taking each day as it comes and working as much as I can as a form of distraction. Anyone that knows us as couple would have said he was blessed to have me and does he not realise what he is losing, this breaks my heart because I may aswell be gone off the face of the earth to him now