[lainy33]

Thank you for all you kind words I’ve really been through it so he relapsed again and he decided to leave my heart is absolutely shredded to pieces he’s gone because he wasn’t happy still loves and cares for me but doesn’t want to be here I feel angry it should of been me that walked out not him he’s the one that put us and his children in the position we was in and now I just feel lost I worked so hard with him through rehab all the meetings space understanding and everything for him to wake up from a relapse and go I don’t quite no what I’m trying to get out of this I just needed to write it some where