Just to go back to you asking him if he did heroin and he said no
When my husband got sectioned only then did I find out the real extent of his drug use
I knew he was using crack and tramadol and pregablin
But then I eventually discovered he was using heroin, ecstasy, Valium, benzos any tablets he could get his hands on and the actual amount was astounding
How he was walking around (and driving) is beyond me
But he swore on the kids lives that he had/would never ever touch heroin or any of the others – like it was totally disgusting and how could I think he would do that!
I really believed him but then his behaviour became so weird I am sure he has developed a personality disorder due to the combination of use
He broke my heart and my spirit
but life has to go on and we cannot give up and let it ruin all our lives