Hi
I’m so sorry to hear that you are having difficulty with your relationship and the impact of your addictive parents.
i work for a charity called Icarus Trust who support people who have to deal with addiction in their families. If you get in touch one of our Family Friends, our trained and experienced people, would talk with you and may be help you to find a way ahead.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck.