Hi,
So sorry to read your post and see how badly affected you are by your husband’s addiction. I’m so glad that you have found this forum but if you would like more help you might like to contact us at Icarus Trust.
We are a charity that provides support for people dealing with the impact of a partner’s addiction because we know that it can be so hard.
if you contact us you would be able to speak with one of our trained and experienced Family Friends. They would listen and maybe help you to find a way forward.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best.