Hi ,
So sorry to read how your husband’s cocaine addiction is affecting you.
I work for a charity called Icarus Trust. We offer support to people who are dealing with the impact of addiction in their family. If you contact us one of our Family Friends would talk with you and maybe help you to answer some of your questions.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck with everything.