July 13, 2021 at 1:13 pm
#24132
smarker
Participant
Thankyou both so much for your kind and strong words. I’m just so massively confused. All the apologies are coming now but I know he can’t mean it. Despite being a really lovely boyfriend he clearly thinks so little of me. It’s been nearly a year since he’s done this so why now? He knew I’d walk away.. Yet he chose that over me. Hurt and let down isn’t the word. Is he still addicted? I don’t understand. But I know I can’t live another day like this