[smarker]

I know it’s not about me but it feels that way. Especially when he makes promises to me that he won’t do it again? He could have said no, like literally was the end of the night, no need at all. Now all I’m getting is that I’m crazy and overreacting throwing our relationship away over nothing. It’s not the fact he’s done it it’s that he’s let me down, he’s broken his promise and made all this moving into our new house feel like such a waste of time. He should have been strong enough to say no, I’m literally sat next to him? What a kick in the face. I do love him very much and apart from this he is literally a great boyfriend but how many times do you accept this problem? And now major trust issues again? Xx