My sister got fed up listening too, told me to go away unless I’d left him so the last time we spoke was the day I found out I was pregnant,
I did my pregnancy alone which was sad, I have my kids which are my absolute world but it’s hard when you need to just say stuff out loud, or when you need a hug from an adult.
I can be really motivated and on top of stuff and just like that something gets me and I miss him again.
I no as soon as I see him I’ll be worried and stressed but I guess it’s those memories,
And our baby! She is the most beautiful perfect little thing and I just miss sharing all her firsts,
I did send him photos and videos a lot at the beginning but he made such a big thing, getting upset and emotional yet never coming to see her I stopped, it seems she was a tool for him to use and say how he was missing out so he’d get sympathy from his friends n family – none of them knowing why he’s not with me!
And yeah thank you!
This morning I was so sad,
I’m glad I came back on here, I don’t feel quite so alone x