I feel super guilty reading all these messages because compared to what everyone else is going through he doesn’t sound too bad, he says he only gets one bag at the weekend and maybe one during the week but he’s losing so much weight it’s crazy, I don’t want to not believe him but he used to never have it in the week and all of a sudden it’s a normal thing, he has a lot of debt and he’s spending a minimum of 30 quid a week on a bag plus more for beer and more on top for weed, o didn’t realize quite how bad his debts were when we first got together and I feel a bit trapped like I don’t want to leave him in such a hard time but he’ll leave bags of coke in his sock draw which our daughter can get to and will leave weed and his rolling stuff on the couch which obviously my baby can reach too, he doesn’t see the problem with any of what he’s doing and I feel like I want to help him but he sees it as me being hateful when it’s the opposite
