Hey Lucy,
Can I ask, and you may have said – how long has this been going on for? Your story may not sound as bad as others, but it may get to the point that it is.
I think what most are saying is that you should get out now, before it gets worse, which if he isn’t admitting to it being a problem, it will.
It got to the stage that my husband was needing to use it to feel normal, not to get high at all. Because his brain reprogrammed to need it more and more. He used it for probably 15 years, for a long time it was just weekends, then one night in the week, then before he knew it it was every other day, and at its worst daily. Its a slippery slope and the problem is that it starts as a bit of fun, the party drug. And for some it remains just that, but for others it does not.
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